Please Forgive Me: An Open Letter to My Son

The sun shone brightly in my window this morning waking me from a fitful sleep. Once again, I struggled all night to find peace beneath the blankets. My life; our lives have always been in disarray since you came into this world and I’m so very sorry for that. I’d like to say I did … Read more

He Needs Me To Be There For Him and I’m Struggling

I hear his voice. It cracks with emotion. He is struggling to be brave and not let on that inside he’s a whirlwind of emotions. I know the feeling. The feeling of desperation. I’m living it right now. The thought that at any moment the world might crumble. He’s never felt like this before. Sure … Read more

It’s Possible I Don’t Want to be Brave

If you’ve been following me on any type of social media then you know my son has surgery coming up. I’d like to point out that yes I know kids go through surgery every day and it’s quite possible that your child has gone through at least one, if not several. Perhaps even days after … Read more