Last week I had a health scare. I’ve had high blood pressure for over a year now and when I say high I mean 170s/120’s. I’ve been on medication for it this whole time Nothing has brought it down lower than 150’s/90’s. Usually I just get a headache and feel “off”. Last Sunday afternoon I woke up with severe chest pain and that scared me. I was also really out of breath and fatigued after getting dressed to go to the ER.
I don’t know if it has to do with getting older or the fact that maybe I’ve always been this way and just didn’t realize it. I’m talking about being borderline psychotic about my friendships and the meaning they hold for me. I think all these years I’ve been fighting how I view being close to … Read more