The Velvety Blackness – This Is My Life

Velvety blackness. For only a moment though. It becomes hardened as I focus on the depth of the darkness more. I open my eyes a bit wider, trying to take in as much light as I can but it’s not enough. The glow from halogen lamps outside struggle to penetrate the wooden shutters in my … Read moreThe Velvety Blackness – This Is My Life

Kaddish for a Past Life

“Kaddish for the past,” she whispers to herself.  The grass is green, the breeze warm and the dress. A simple light blue, ankle length piece of material that seems to own her. Her hair blowing about her face with no particular direction in mind. She smiles as she looks down at her bare feet and … Read moreKaddish for a Past Life

Why Do You Keep Attracting Cowards to Your Light?

Recently I wrote about how I obsess over my friendships. That’s because they are important to me. I’m not necessarily an introvert, I do however attempt to avoid confrontation at all cost. That’s a good thing too, especially if you’re ever being held at gunpoint or find yourself in the middle of some crazy street fight. Sometimes … Read moreWhy Do You Keep Attracting Cowards to Your Light?

Sometimes Love Is Best Left In The Past

Lately I’ve been dreaming of love and what it would be like to have someone really love me. Really love me. Nope, that’s wrong. Actually it’s more like what would it be like if the girl I was so long ago was actually the woman I am today? Would the same people still be in my … Read moreSometimes Love Is Best Left In The Past

I Obsess Over My Friendships and This Is Why

I don’t know if it has to do with getting older or the fact that maybe I’ve always been this way and just didn’t realize it. I’m talking about being borderline psychotic about my friendships and the meaning they hold for me. I think all these years I’ve been fighting how I view being close to … Read moreI Obsess Over My Friendships and This Is Why