The Countdown You Didn’t See Coming

It’s been exactly 100 days since our first date. I bet you didn’t know there was a countdown going on. I should have seen this coming.  After all, everyone I give my friendship and heart to eventually leaves. Well most of them that is. You however stuck around for a while. You also lied. Maybe … Read more

Kaddish for a Past Life

“Kaddish for the past,” she whispers to herself.  The grass is green, the breeze warm and the dress. A simple light blue, ankle length piece of material that seems to own her. Her hair blowing about her face with no particular direction in mind. She smiles as she looks down at her bare feet and … Read more

Taking Stock of Your Pantry in Relationships

Lately I’ve been thinking about human relationships. Last night while in bed I was trying to think of an analogy that would be easy for anyone to understand. It didn’t take long for me to come up with one that even I could grasp. I’ve written about relationships and friendships before.  Anybody who knows me personally, knows that I take … Read more

Why Do You Keep Attracting Cowards to Your Light?

Recently I wrote about how I obsess over my friendships. That’s because they are important to me. I’m not necessarily an introvert, I do however attempt to avoid confrontation at all cost. That’s a good thing too, especially if you’re ever being held at gunpoint or find yourself in the middle of some crazy street fight. Sometimes … Read more

Sometimes Love Is Best Left In The Past

Lately I’ve been dreaming of love and what it would be like to have someone really love me. Really love me. Nope, that’s wrong. Actually it’s more like what would it be like if the girl I was so long ago was actually the woman I am today? Would the same people still be in my … Read more

I Obsess Over My Friendships and This Is Why

I don’t know if it has to do with getting older or the fact that maybe I’ve always been this way and just didn’t realize it. I’m talking about being borderline psychotic about my friendships and the meaning they hold for me. I think all these years I’ve been fighting how I view being close to … Read more